suddenly melancholy, allowing myself 1 melancholy song (this one) and then getting on with things (sending an email, figuring out something nice to do for an hour or so)
made myself jackfruit tacos and 1 delicious margarita for my dinner ! life is good
2 pints in, my friend went home to finish an assignment, about to put some veggie sausage rolls in the oven, life ! it’s beautiful!!!
some other notes on my evening:
1) we were in this old building and i felt so out of it in a good way and i kept staring at the walls and the metal that looked like it was stapling the bricks together and i wondered about its age and its original purpose
2) i bought a raffle ticket and won nothing
3) it started raining on the way home and i had to take off my coat because it doesn’t like water but it smelled amazing like summery rain and the sky was so beautiful and electric blue with dark clouds everywhere
4) i finally see people i know around the city and i feel like i have a place here at last and I’m so glad of it even though I’ll be leaving in a while
2 pints in, my friend went home to finish an assignment, about to put some veggie sausage rolls in the oven, life ! it’s beautiful!!!
the sun is out and i have a headache. cleaned away some black mould earlier i can live in a deathtrap but i would prefer it not to look like one. reeeally don’t want to go for a run but forcing myself to do it anyway.
it was good for me i felt amazing!! and i bumped into a person i spoke to once on a night out and now see everywhere! and the sun was shining on the river.
the sun is out and i have a headache. cleaned away some black mould earlier i can live in a deathtrap but i would prefer it not to look like one. reeeally don’t want to go for a run but forcing myself to do it anyway.
i have such a gut dislike of instagram poetry i hate that i hate it 😬 my friend loves to send me poems she finds on her explore page and she often recommends rupi kaur to me and it just Does Not Appeal and i feel like such a snob!
flowers !! clearish misty day! IT problems mean that all I’ve had to do for work today is check my email inbox for updates about my laptop that refuses to turn on so I’ve been chilling on the couch listening to my audiobook and doing a bit of knitting . feeling a bit guilty about it but mostly just feeling relaxed and grateful!!
